Days of what used to be.. I have been thinking alot lately about what my life used to be like. Maybe melancholy had set in or something. I once weighed 90 pounds and toured around the world. Most people see what I want them to see. Be it the shy woman afraid to start up a conversation or open my mouth to a room full of people. Many have seen me take full command of a crowd of scared family members as they gather around an ill or injured person they love, As I am shaking inside to put people at ease when I know the truth...
Well the truth is I wish somedays I could go back to the days when my turnout was the biggest worry of the day or if I should have white rice or brown.. Stupid things really.. I was killing my self to be what I thought people wanted me to be.. I just want to be a mom who loves her boys with all of her heart.. I don't care anymore if I happen to add a ton of gravy to the rice and I am still scared that I am not what people want me to be. I am sorry if this is a rambling post but I felt it just needed to get out of my system... I guess what I am getting at is I want to be as beautiful now as I once was... but this time on the inside.. I want to find a way to share it with the world as I once did in that finely tuned body that is no more. Gravity sucks!

OK SO I promised to add to what I said in my last SPF.. Well here goes..That would be Brett with his arms wrapped around me. We have known each other for over 17 years and have been the best of friends. When I got sick again this spring he told me to come on down and relax... Well let's just say I did more than that. I fell in love with someone who has always been there for me. He really is a good man. He held me tight while I was puking from treatment.. Kept icepacks at the ready for my tummy after my surgery. Yep I had it all done in Texas.. It really was a beautiful place to relax.. So here I go with surprise #2
This is MINE!!! The white one not the blue one.. yup I bought it. I will be leaving Washington for Galveston Island for 2 full weeks. Just to chill and have some quiet ME time. Brett has gotten the house completely furnished and all the extras I may need.. But I am now the proud owner of VACATION PROPERTY..Now some of you would like it if I permanently made the move to Texas.. but my family and my heart will always be up north.. I guess all my dreams are coming true.. And Brett has been patiently waiting for the time to be right.. Well folks the time is right.. wish me luck!

This week Kristine at Random and Odd is being an absentee blogger and still Still giving out assignments. This week we were asked to share...
1) Stuff Unnoticed
2) Our Wish
3) The Stuff Under Our Sinks

Please let me apologize for blogger in advance.. I had to do this in three posts. So keep reading and enjoy!!
I have to admit that I just didn't notice the dust on my candles untill today. I am working too hard and have been too tired to care. But knowing me I will dust them in the morning because they will drive me crazy till I do it!

My Wish...













I wish I was back on Galveston Island TX.
With Him!

In just two weeks I will be back down there for two full weeks of fun, love and the sun...
I will be posting more on this subject this week to fill in the blanks.

Stuff Under My Sink.

Ok Most of you know by now that I have O.C.D..
I have rituals and habits that have to be done the same way every time. Sharing this picture is hard as I didn't get to re-fold that towel 5 times just 3.
On to what is in there...T.P.,Sharps container (yes I have them EVERYWHERE!) Hot rollers, The best brush ever, contact solution, bodywash and my make-up bag. Sorry I have no "feminine" stuff cuz I am a lucky girl!!


Did Ya Play???

Update!!!
OK I know I am a REALLY bad blogger. But I have been working my ass off. I spent some time at the beach in Galveston, TX. enjoying the un and the quiet.
Hope ya'll have been well.

So this week Kristine at Random and Odd has made a request to see our Piggies. Why anyone would ask to see feet is beyond me but she always asks so nicely, Here goes...

My feet 1991. Yes kids I have pictures of my feet from 15 years ago. I had to scan it from my photo album. Sad I know.....

Ugh Kristine.. Girl what were you thinking when you asked for this?

My feet 2006.

There ya go . Did ya play??